Thinking and Dreaming

I really dont have anything exciting to post about this week. Not much has been going on...well actually there has been quite a bit going on, but if I blog about it, it will sound like I am complaining about what has been going on...which I have been complaining a lot lately, but I thought I would spare the rest of you of my stress right now.

I have been doing a lot of thinking and dreaming (hence the picture above). My thinking lately has been about things like, what am I going to pack next week for my trip back home to the Carolinas, or should I or shouldnt I buy a cute new dress to wear to Mike's Cousin's wedding...b/c technically I cant afford to, but it is always fun to buy something new, especially a cute new dress for a fancy occasion and I have been looking on the internet and have fallen in LOVE with a couple of dresses on there, but I am trying to hold back the urge to buy one of them....HEY I am a girl, we like doing things like that. Thinking of when and if Mike will EVER finish this program he is....(sigh) its been a long almost 2 years....

Dreaming.....dreaming about where we are going to be moving to in less than a year. Dreaming and wishing that Mike was done with school and had a job so I can stop dealing with insurance crap! Can I just tell you that I am so over insurance and medicaid...its ridiculous. (thats all I am going to say). Dreaming and looking online for a cheap getaway vacation for just Mike and I...but it aint going to happen for a while...a BIG while. Looking at these big, nice houses in possible places that we are going to live, too bad those big, nice houses arent going to happen for awhile.

You know what I hate about Thinking and Dreaming....thinking, you think to much and get angry and annoyed. Dreaming you can enjoy the dream part, but then you always have to come back to reality which always is the pits. Why does this have to be?? Seriously....all I need is a little light in my life right now, and I am having a hard time finding it. Oh well...as I always say life goes on.

Thanks for listening. Just recording what has been on my mind lately. Not too many things to update you peoples on....except the fact that Zoey is now giggling, LAUGHING! It is so adorable I cant hardly stand it. She gets more fun each and everyday. If there is one light in my life right now, its those 2 little girls that put a smile on my face and give me a laugh each and every day. Another light is my wonderful husband who works so hard so that one day, VERY soon, he can provide everything for our family. I have so many blessings in my life, and sometimes I need a good kick in the butt to be reminded of these blessings that surround me. Looks like I just got it. That is all...